Sunday, March 24, 2024

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Friday, March 15, 2024

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I remember when Ifirst saw you and met you! I think we both needed someone in our lives. I think that was why it was so easy for me to fall in love with her! Little did I know that six months later you would be my wife! There is something about meeting someone and getting to know that person inside and out. But do you really know that person? When we started on this journey of life she was only 19 and I was 23! We both had a lot to learn about life and each other. I just want to make her happy! And I worked very hard at it. Whenever I worked and traveled out of town I would always try to find some unique gift that I thought she would like and I could bring back to her. The first ten years were wonderful and full of happiness; especially when after six years of marriage our daughter came into our lives, followed two years later with our son. We both had the family that we had prayed and dreamed of. We had also moved four years earlier into our first home. We had always said that we did not want to raise a family in an apartment that we want a home! I always made a point to spend time with them both at bed time and tuke them in. I would often read to them. This brings back some special moments. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes! My son really looked forward to spending time with him before he went to sleep each night! But what happened after 16 years! Why did it all fall apart? ********************************************************************************************************************************** There were many reasons why it fell apart after 16 years! On my part I started to drift away on my own and to seek in others what I felt that was not getting at home. I also helped her to start a business and it did very well and the extra money also changed her attitude to the point that she felt that she no longer needed me and that she could make it on her own without me! I myself began to stay out late and not care. Yes! It was all wrong on many levels. Caught in the middle were our two beautiful children! While we both were very selfish. And we love our kids but apparently love was not enough! I know that I did not fight hard enough to keep my family together! I hate myself for not hanging in there and fighting harder for my Family. All the drinking and hanging out! Because God had given us everything that we asked Him for! I reached out for help from my pastor and other ministers that I knew but it was too late! She had a defect in her character that she held gauges and would not let it go. And made me pull further and further away! After 16 years she filed for divorce and I took the attitude that I do not give a damn and I did not even go to the hearing! I just no longer cared! If you want it- go for it! It was March 1992 and we are now divorced! I wish I could get into all the crooks and turns that took place but that would be a novel and I am not ready to go there just yet but I will someday. Now what came next you will not believe!!!

Thursday, February 29, 2024

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I remember when Ifirst saw you and met you! I think we both needed someone in our lives. I think that was why it was so easy for me to fall in love with her! Little did I know that six months later you would be my wife! There is something about meeting someone and getting to know that person inside and out. But do you really know that person? When we started on this journey of life she was only 19 and I was 23! We both had a lot to learn about life and each other. I just want to make her happy! And I worked very hard at it. Whenever I worked and traveled out of town I would always try to find some unique gift that I thought she would like and I could bring back to her. The first ten years were wonderful and full of happiness; especially when after six years of marriage our daughter came into our lives, followed two years later with our son. We both had the family that we had prayed and dreamed of. We had also moved four years earlier into our first home. We had always said that we did not want to raise a family in an apartment that we want a home! I always made a point to spend time with them both at bed time and tuke them in. I would often read to them. This brings back some special moments. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes! My son really looked forward to spending time with him before he went to sleep each night! But what happened after 16 years! Why did it all fall apart?

Sunday, February 25, 2024

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This time when I walk away from love will be different than when I walked away before! Should I stay or should I go? That is the question before me! If I go there will be no returning! Everything is final. Leaving someone or a situation is never easy! All these many emotions spinning around inside my head trying to escape! Yet they have nowhere to go! Just like me! Starting over is hard. Planting new roots and taking hold in new untested soil. I had better get this soil tested this time around! I must call the County Extension agent to get it tested to see what is missing and chemicals are needed for the best possible growth. I want good soil, not some old worn out soil! I am trying to grow love, emotion, love and compassion! These are the points of consideration: “Don’t be afraid to walk away. It’s better to walk away than being taken for granted.” “I am just so tired of all these things so I am going far away, I no longer want to be part of you.f you. Good bye!” “I realized today that I no longer need you so I have decided that I will just walk away now.” Anyone or anything that is negative, you should walk away from. Make room for all the positives.. – Craig David - Walking Away (Official Video) - YouTube 03:34 Apr 28, 2017 · 480K. 75M views 6 years ago. Craig David - Walking Away Listen to Craig David’s biggest hits on Spotify http://smarturl.it/6pb7zj/spotify and Apple Music http://smarturl.it/6pb7zj/applemusic ... Date: Apr 28, 2017Views: 75.9MAuthor: CraigDavidVEVO

Sunday, February 11, 2024

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If your dreams do not scare you, they are not big enough. Separator icon Ellen Johnson Sirleaf

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https://twitter.com/i/status/1756497833513873593 The Zombies are coming@ The Zombies are coming!!! Lord! We must pray for their souls?? This is just as bad as The Hitler Revolution! Millions of Americans have drinked the Trump Kool-Aid and are being misled daily with tons of lies. The old former fake ass president # 45! Why do they believe that he can save them and he does not give a damn about them or their problems! All he wants are their dollars that they give him. And what they get in return is nothing but more lies! Which they like to hear. I bet many of them lost family members due to # 45 incumbency in his handling of covid 19. Over 500,000 died that should not have died! He must really be the antichrist otherwise he could not sleep at night with all those deaths on his conscience?

Friday, February 9, 2024

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